dont waste ur day ;)

Impian Alysha

Honda Jazz - 2011 (maybe)

Nokia N97 - 2010 (sure)

The Future?

check out:http://www.nokia.com/A4852062

Morph is a concept demonstrating some of the possibilities nanotechnologies might enable in future communication devices. Morph can sense its environment, is energy harvesting and self cleaning .Morph is a flexible two-piece device that can adapt its shape to different use modes. Nanotechnology enables to have adaptive materials yet rigid forms on demand.It is also featured in the MoMA online exhibition "Design and the Elastic Mind". It has been a collaboration project of Nokia Research Center and Cambridge Nanoscience Center.

<3 my best friend ever

Wherever you may be, I just wanted to let you know that you are amazing. I wanted to thank you for everything you have ever done for me. You have always been there when I needed you, and you were always by my side when times got rough. I want to thank you for trusting me, and listening to me when I needed you to. I wanted to let you know that everything you do means a lot to me even though it seems as if most of it is trivial and stupid. I wanted to thank you for letting me help you, even though I know that you really know how to do whatever it is that I help you with. It's only been three, almost four years since I met you, but it seems like its been a lifetime. I never really thought that I would get to know you so well, in the beginning I used to make fun of you behind your back. Then I got to know you, and I grew fond of you. I began to see who the real you was. I learned to see the good in people because of you. I know you will never see this, and I'm ok with that. This post is to you, for you, about you, and dedicated to you. Even though I never got to tell you this in person, and even though it slipped once before, I just wanted to say I love you. From the bottom most part of my soul I want to say I love you. I want to stand atop the largest buildings and shout it to the world, but sadly these words will fall upon deaf ears. I want you to know that on this Valentines Day, February 14, 2008, while you are in the arms of your boyfriend, that under all the smiles, and all the laughs, and through all the fog, I love you with all my heart. I never had the courage to really tell you how I feel about you, and even though you know I like you, you still are oblivious to the fact that I love you. I know I can never be the right guy for you, and I know that I've chased you secretly for almost four years, but beyond that we are still friends, and thats all I ask for.There have only been two people I have ever cried over in my life, one was my grandfather. He unexpectedly died June 3rd, 2006. He meant the world to me, and nothing can replace him. The other was you. You are the only person I have ever felt this way for, and I will never forget you. To all of those who read this, this is tribute to my best friend. He is everything to me, and I can never tell him how I feel. It's far too complicated to spell out for anyone, and I want you to all know the even if you cant have the one you love, there is still hope. Even if its a glimmer, or the faintest sliver, there is still a hope. My hope is that one day he will realize how I feel, and that I fell for her years ago. I know that you love him, and that we are best friends. I know that you know I have feelings for you, and I'm glad you didn't drive me away when you found out.

Rifdi Rafizzi

You've been there for me through the good times and badI know I can count on you to be there when I'm sad Life without you just wouldn't be right I wouldn't be able to get through each day and night When I've had a bad dayI know that you're only a call away When life takes that crazy turn You are always there to help me learn We've had so many good times togetherI know we'll be best friends forever No matter where we are I know we'll never be too far You're my idol, my love, my friend We'll be together till the end Even when we're old and gray You'll be here still,to help me get on my way

Alysha San Messi

shes not just another person in my life she much more than that, the best yet to enter my world. Alysha you are the sunlight in my day, the only voice that gives me butterflies. I know we've had some crazy memories but no matter what we say to each other my love is always goin to be there for you 100%. You mean so much to me to ever let somethin so special like this go away. Just the lil things you do make me love you a lot more. You made me who I am today, without you I wouldnt have that special smile on my face everyday. Your the only girl that runs through my mind all the time. I know we dont get to see each other as much as we wish but no matter what your always in my heart. Theres nothin more I can ask for from you, you always know what to say to cheer me up. You make me feel like the luckiest guy ever single day. I love when you Kiss, Hug, Call, Tease, Kick And etc. I have the best times with you and only you! Your my future and I hope our love can take us to places we never been before. You are the one for me and I dont ever want you to think different. I love you lysha always and forever!

who will be mine?

since day one till we made it official you reali did showed me the life of real LOVE!! I thought I never gona meet any guy like you ever but when u walk into my life you make me smile again …teaches me to hold on us…Brings happiness and joy to my life..you make me cry and sad bcoz “ I miss you “ cry bcoz I wish I could hug you ..kiss you..feel ur every touch!! Every lil’ or big things u did for me makes me smile and sooooooo hapi to know that this person I wanted to be with or sharing my life with forever loves me cares bout me ..never did tried to fight or tryna cheat on me !! im soo lucky to have you as my bsf “ I love you <3>FOREVER!!! hack by : Alysha

im waiting for my love.

aku rasa hepy today. sbb esok aku akan jumpa cinta aku. ya tuhanku. aku mohon padamu supaya mudahkan perjalanan dia. aku yakin dia akn dtg pada aku. aku sgt² sygkan dia. kebahagian yg selama ini aku idamkan aku menjadi nyata. aku terasa aku la org yang akan plg bhagia dalam dunia ni. hahaha. kadang² kita tak sedar masa tu berjalan dengan terlalu pantas tanpa kita sedari ia pun da berlalu. hari berganti hari. bulan berganti bulan. tahun berganti tahun. hanya kau tetap dihati aku. walau berbagai dugaan dtg menimpa. aku tetap setia menunggu kau. sbb aku tahu cinta aku hanya untuk kau. walaupun kau jauh skg dimata aku. hanya berapa jam yg akan menemukan kita. ill promise u. i will always beside u always waiting for u and love u till my life ends. walau ape pun terjadi antara kita berdua. hanya kau. hanya kau seorang ;) i will always waiting LOVE from you.

Bukan Dirku?

Setelah kufahami aku bukan yang terbaik
Yang ada di hatimu
tak dapat kusangsikan
Ternyata dirinyalah yang mengerti kamu
Bukanlah diriku ..
Kini maafkanlah aku
Bila aku menjadi bisu kepada dirimu
Bukan santunku terbungkam
Hanya hatiku berbatas 'tuk mengerti kamu
Maafkanlah aku..
Walau ku masih mencintaimu
Ku harus meninggalkanmu
Ku harus melupakanmu
Meski hatiku menyayangimu
Nurani membutuhkanmu
Ku harus merelakanmu
Dan hanyalah dirimu
Yang mampu memahamiku
Yang dapat mengerti aku
Ternyata dirinyalah
Yang sanggup menyanjungmu
Yang ramah menyentuhmu
Bukanlah diriku..

Selalu Mengalah

Jelaskan Padaku Isi Hatimu
Seberapa Besar Kau Yakin Padaku
Untuk Tetap Bisa Bertahan Denganku Menjaga Cinta Ini
Pertengkaran Yang Terjadi
Seperti Semua Salahku
Mengapa Selalu aku Yang Mengalah
Tak Pernahkah Kau BerfikirSedikit Tentang Hatiku
Mengapa Ku Yang Harus Selalu Mengalah
Pantaskah Hatiku Masih Bisa Bersamamu
Jelaskan Padaku Isi Hatimu
Seberapa Besar Kau Yakin Padaku
Untuk Tetap Bisa Bertahan Denganku Menjaga Cinta Ini
Mengapa Selalu Aku Yang Mengalah
Tak Pernahkah Kau Berfikir Sedikit Tentang Hatiku
Mengapa Ku Yang Harus Selalu Mengalah
Pantaskah Hatiku Masih Bisa Bersama

hurt

kenapa hati aku sering disakiti? dengan org yg paling aku sayang pulak tu? apa lg yang ta kena ngan aku ni? selama ni aku ikut rentak dia, kemahuan dia. tp hati aku tetap disakiti. oh god. aku sgt sedih ngan apa yang jadi malam ni. aku da tade siapa² lg selain dia. tp nampakkah dia yg aku terasa? aku cemburu? aku sakit hati? aku sedih? aku kecik hati? dia ta pernah tahu macam mana aku sabar, aku tahan dan aku redha ngan semua ni. ya tuhan.. kau bukakan la pintu hati dia ya tuhan. supaya dia sedar apa yang dia buat ni telah menyebabkan hati org yg plg dia syg terluka. To my Dearest Puteh; i sangat² menghargai kehadiran u dalam hidup i. tp tlg la. i minta satu je dari u. tlg pkir dan buka minda u luas² yang i punya hati dan perasaan. selama ni aku tahan kejelesan aku, kemarahan aku, sbb aku ta na ada negatif thinking. tp bila aku pendam dan makin aku pendam. aku sndiri yg sakit. kenapa aku yg terima smua ni? kenapa? kenapa org lain bersuka ria? bertepuk tangan? dengan apa yg terjadi pada aku. aku da cukup suffer lalui semua ujian ni. bilakah semua ni akan berakhir?

argh. tension.!

aku tensen gila ngan sorg budak ofis ni. na kata budak² tp da dewasa. na kata ta paham bahasa melayu. dia org melayu. hahaha.
kenapa dia slalu buat pasal. bukan la aku na mengata atau pun merendahkan tp keje dia bukan duduk chatting pasal bnda LUCAH kt dalam ofis ni. keje dia pg hanta surat kt luar tu. kalau dia ta kacau keje aku. aku ta kan sibuk la hal dia. aku bengang sangat sbb dia slalu guna tempat aku untuk chatting bnda lucah. tu yang aku BENGANG gila ngan dia. ko na pg chatting lucah ko pg la umah bapak ko. aku benci ko wahai oRg Gila.

crush my heart

aku boring la evryday asyik gado. gado bnda yg remeh plak tu. iaitu myspace. sumtimes aku naik nyampah ngan mespes tu. aku ta paham kenapa manusia sejantina aku ni ta respect kaum sendiri. sedangkn mereka tahu yg fekri da jd milik aku. now aku mmg tgh bengang ngan budak perempuan.wahai perempuan yang baru nak up. mcm perempuan tu.hahahah suck ah!
tp yg plg buat hati aku crush. FEKRI. why la dia baik sgt ngan perempuan tu. aku da berulang kali ckp ngan dia stop layan perempuan² tu. tp dia still go on juga. ahh. kenapa la u ta pernah memahami hati dan perasaan i syg? tp tu la mcm mana dia buat pada aku pun hati aku kuat dan utuh sygkan fekri..

wonderful alysha